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April 22, 2010

Dear ______,

After our conversation during your last night here, I’ve come to realize that you and I are terribly at communicating. Thus, let me lay a few things out for you to clear anything up. In the beginning of the trip, when we were spending a lot of time together, yeah I started having feelings for you again—but let me finish.  As the trip went on, I was able to clear my head.  I definitely don’t want to be with him.  I don’t want to be with you.. I guess I want to be single.  Free for a while.  So don’t be afraid to spend time with me—I won’t get hurt, I promise.  Ever since we broke up, I’ve really only missed having you as my best friend. All I’ve wanted all year was to reunite our friendship.  Yeah, I wanna chill, you’re an awesome kid. We’re a lot alike, and I enjoy your company.  So please don’t run away from me because you’re afraid that I expect something out of it, because that would kill me.  After all that time we spent in Italy, you know I was your rock. I don’t want you to throw all that away. Please don’t.

-Me