June 26, 2010
11:32 am
Dear _______,
Even though I had a boyfriend at the time, it was so hard for me to see those pictures you and her. I envied her so much. She had what you and I never had and she threw it away. She’s prettier than me and has the ability to drive you insane. I know that you and I still have some feelings for each other, and I wish there was some way to make this happen. But I’m with him now, and we’re in love. He’s a better match for me in the long run. I know that things could probably work out for us now, but for what? I’m leaving, you’re in high school, he and I actually have the potential to be something more. I do feel guilty about thinking of you, but I guess I’ll have to get used to it for now since you’ve got that one room in my heart. But of the four rooms, he’s got the other three.
I wish that I could hold you and put my real relationship on hold for a day. And on that day, you and I could be whatever we wanted. Thanks for being my best friend, and thanks for being better than John.
-Me
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